31 days left

We have just 31 days left in the house. It is working on being empty but there is still alot to still go through and find a place for. The boys have moved in to a place over in tigard area nice townhouse.  It will also be close to us. Sadly my 2 oldest will still be in Gresham. I can only hope they follow someday . Ducky has been at the trailer dr since the 23rd. He had a battle with our tree and his roof was damaged badly enough that they have to take off his roof replace a board and make repairs . There was also a handful of small stuff that was just warranty stuff . So now we are back in the house cleaning and packing . I am honestly hating that ducky is hurt and gone for so long. I am however greatful ducky is gone it is forcing me to get things wrapped up in the house where I just wanna walk away and start the new chapter. It seems to be taking FOREVER .

Moving and work

yup it is that kinda of morning. Orders and packing

Moving

You never really realize how much crap you acquire intell you go to move and then you are asking yourself WHAT WAS I THINKING!!!!!

Ducky

Sadly we had to take Ducky to the trailer Dr. When we got him there Robert say the roof had a bad spot

Working

Even with all the moving and cleaning I still have to keep working. It is so hard to just sit knowing I have a ton to do but if I dont I wont have enough inventory. Sooo I compramised with myself. Crochet for 1 hr and then work on house stuff for an hour. So far it has been working

Lonely

There is nothing more lonely then cleansing things up from the boys moving out all by myself.... Depression at its worst ....

Sad

My heart is so sad today ..... the boys moved out this last weekend and now I dont even want to go in to the house..... I wish someone could just box it all up and I go through it later..... 11 yrs of memories and I have to do it all by myself today... totally not handling it to good